|Black and white scale results. (results of my micro test taken by me)|
It's been almost a month now but I'm not yet finished with my thesis. The deadline for final defense will be next week, but my experiments are still long. Finishing it needs tremendous miracles. I'm so worn out with this. I felt so much rejection, pressure and almost every emotion that exists. I'm on my down moments since most of my batch mates are already drafting their final paper, while here I am, still halfway on my experiment. I don't know if I can make it, but I shall do the best of my capabilities. My abilities was stretched to the extent like a rubber band. Still, I'm bothered with the fact that I might not make it. But small hope is still a hope. I shall finish this. Yes, I shall! The next challenge is the interpretation of the results. I underestimated it. But here we go, I shall face it with courage and fierce! Whatever happens, I've no regrets at all because I know I did my best.
Life has been too harsh for me. I learned to be independent and alone. I guess my working condition has turned me to "introvert" because I'm learning how to enjoy life by myself. It's not that bad at all. I hope the next time I'll update this blog, it shall be good news about my graduation. And yes, I'm declaring it!
How about you? What are your struggles right now?